I love my home. I really do.

So. Hostel? Home. Hostel? Home.

My mind says hostel. My heart says home.

But. The only reason for hostel is TV. I have TV at home!!

Home = TV = distraction = no study = OMG for exam = *sad face*
But Home ≠ *sad face*! The math is wrong here! I'm really not good with maths. Haizz...

So. Hostel. Home? Hostel. Home?

Maybe just one more day at home? =) Plus. It's really a nice rainy day to stay home... Is this a good excuse?

Hm... I really dont know...

Was attending Craft of Writing lecture the other day when the lecturer showed us a video that quite inspired me. This is a video on Steve Jobs stanford commencement speech 2005 and here are some really awesome quotes which I found really inspiring...

"Believe in the dots connect down the road will give you the confidence to follow your heart even when it leads you off the well-worn path and that would make all the difference."

"Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Dont lose faith."

"Keep looking. Dont settle."

"If you line each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right."

"Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose."

"You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart."

"Death was a useful but purely intellectual concept."

"No one wants to die. Even people who want to go heaven dont want to die to get there."

"And yet death is the destination we all share."

"Your time is limited, so dont waste it living someone else's life."

"... have the courage to follow your heart and intuition."

"Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish."

"Stay gold, Ponyboy. Stay gold..." This phrase left a deep impression on me during Sec 2 when we study The Outsiders for Lit.

Had an awesome time with Germaine today when we happen to meet in school this afternoon. This is the first proper ENGLISH conversation I had in 5 weeks I think... Aiya!! And I was not kidding when I told her I had this split second that I missed 4R whenever some familiar names pop out on Facebook. Hahaha!

Of course, we chatted quite abit on many things and many other things which shocked me as well. So many things that kept me thinking about many things...

Friends and friends... Girls and guys... Guys and guys... Girls and girls... Is relationship really supposed to be that complicated? Is friendship that hard to maintain after certain time?? But someone had prove this wrong as I see her closeness with her Secondary school friends even till today... Yes. That's RuiTing!! But somehow, not everyone will be quite the same...

Perhaps it's really hard to keep that 'goldness' in a person, to really stay gold... Especially with the world it is now, I think it is more of being open-minded rather than just 'gold'. Maybe that is also why I am quite in shock state whenever I hear something or something that happened.

Indeed, nothing gold can stay. Still, we should try to stay gold and be mature at the same time. To accept reality. I need to learn to step out of the little box I am in now yet still keeping myself in the boundaries of goldness! Ok. I am confusing myself...

Think it is just so many things that I am seeing and hearing that make me realise, it's time to step out to see reality as it is. These are indeed the things that are happening around us everyday. So face it.

Wow. So long since I've blogged and this is the first blog I post after moving into hostel...

So since today is 10/10/10, such a special day, here I am... Blogging! But in hostel though...

Life in Uni seems so nothing. As in, every week seems to be passing so quickly. It's like stepping into a dream state everyday with the same routine and same feeling. It feels... Unreal...

Of course, many many things happened.

One of the very happy things is to be able to see WanChin and WenYang again after so long!! Aww... I missed them so much! And of course, WanChin is still our dear cute blur blur WanChin. Just the 出殡 and “出兵” issue made us laugh so hard le. Hahaha!! And I'm glad RuiTing brought us to The Coffee Nations. It is really a nice place!

The next happy thing is definitely the completion of our 庄子 presentation!! RuiTing and I put in so much hard work and really thanks to this SodaGreen fan, the presentaion is much interesting. Hahahaa!!

I hope things can go on more smoothly from here. I have not even really settle down totally and yet Mid Sem Exams are coming. Aiya~ Let's all work hard!! ^ ^

Keep the faith and trust~