Am in staff room now and there's people playing violin and piano at the foyer so I could hear...

I realise how much I like music! It's definately awesome! Now I regret objecting my papa's suggestion to learn piano when I was very very young... Haha!!

Now, at this point of time, I think most likely I'll agree to go to Michelle's band concert that's coming soon.

With this happy feeling in mind... It's mixed with some sadness as well... This is horrible... I realise how lousy I am... I meant, I knew that all along but the feeling is much obvious...

Even my sis is good with the science and bio and doctor kind of stuff which make people feel proud of her! I am happy for her as well! Must Jia You ar...!! =)

But what about me...? Me in the future...? Just some useless old lady perhaps...

I must learn more and make myself more useful when I go Uni... I must be a better perosn, a better friend to people around me!!!

Moreover... It's only a short few years of life so must make FULL use of it!!